So instead I went to old faithful jack'd and after finding nothing appealing I went to the last stand...adam4adam.
It had been a few days since I logged in and I usually only go on to switch up my pics, but this time I was horny. I had far too many messages to read so I just started moving my cursor over the screen names and deleting messages from guys that had pics that looked too old, unappealing or if the accompanying message had too many grammatical errors (can't stand those).
Before getting frustrated and logging off because I unlocked my nude and face pics for a former classmate (so embarrassing) I ran across a white guy that I hooked up with before. Now normally I never hookup with white guys and these are my three reasons below (their significance is in the order they are listed):
1) I rarely hit up guys. So when I do they happen to be what I'm used to and comfortable with; attractive black men. If you're not something I find intriguing then I just don't message you on GP.
2) White guys never hit me up. Well that's not true. The ones that do are just repulsive. Fat, older, usually offering me a penance in exchange for sex like my upbringing was in the war torn Congo and their $50 is worth the gas to put in my car for a 20 mile plus drive to their house or could cover my metroPCS phone bill. Wrong, my white brotha. Wrong.
3) I don't enjoy being a fetish. I've watched enough porn and heard enough stories about guys just getting off at the color of your skin (and that goes both ways) that I'm not all the way comfortable with that.
Anyway, back to "B", the white guy, that I met on adam4adam earlier in the summer. He messaged me saying something about my "big black cock" and normally I ignore notes like that, but he was sort of cute and I was going through a dry season. It also helped that he said the had some other black tops helping do him and his friend and, lastly, they weren't far away.
So I went and boy was it my kind of hook up. No awkward convo, everyone was already naked, fucking and porn was playing. So I stripped down and me and the other top took turns plowing the two white guys.
The one that messaged me, nerdy and wearing glasses, wasn't the best bottom and made me slow my stroke down over and over (I hate that). His friend was the real power bottom, but he was older and less attractive so I couldn't be shocked. Then the unthinkable happened.
While I was topping his friend, he said "Yeah nigga".
Excuse me? Nigga? Coming from your mouth?
Not only did he say the word, he said it in a tone that was imitating the way black men talk in verbal porn. Dick went limp and I went home.
"B" messaged me asking what was wrong so I told him. He apologized. Now I know he just wanted to apologize to get some more dick, so i wasn't falling for that so I just went on about my day and hung out with my friends as planned.
I say that to say that I am not completely opposed to white men, but it has to be the right guy. I'm far pickier when it comes to possibility of me being exploited racially ESPECIALLY in America due to the historical and social struggles between the two races. "Revenge" fucking, where some black guys fuck white guys as payback for slavery and oppression, isn't my thing. And being the "BBC" wielding mandingo for some dude isn't it either.
Its like every time a white guy starts to take one step forward with me, he steps on a patch of ice, loses his footing, falls 4 feet back, does a split and one foot kicks the only thing holding up a pile of bricks and they tumble over and just crush his ass. Just take a look at this garbage I got on jack'd the other day smh:
I know there are some potentially decent and progressive white guys out there that fit the mold for me, but I haven't found them. Until then my bedroom is closed....at least if its 1 on 1.
- CGN
What's interesting about this is that many black guys get off on the very thing that made you limp. Also, I think that during sex it was apart of the four play just as when you call you guy dirty curse words.
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Could be, but I just find myself being disgusted by it. Like I said, I might reach a point where I meet a guy that is "color blind", but until then. I'm straight on that.
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